This forgiveness prayer is a return to your Essence, an effortless dissolving of the positionalities arising in the unfolding stories of your life, allowing you to instantly experience who you truly are—Unconditional Love and Grace, Essence.
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The Nature of Positionality and Awareness
Essence often reminds me, “life is lived in proportion to the quality and quantity of your points of awareness.”
This is an ever lived experience.
Where our attention rests defines the scope and ranges of points of awareness of our reality. And when our attention is externally referenced, we see only through the definitions and frameworks of the positionalities interpreting that moment.
Each positionality carries its own needs, expectations, judgments, desires, addictions. It creates its own emotional filter and sensory range.
And what’s fascinating is how little of each moment we actually remember, fragments, yet we carry so much weight around those fragments.
The residue of memory becomes more real than the experience itself.
Frequencies and the Challenge of Definition
We’re in a time where access to information and capacity is spectacular. And with it comes frequency challenges. Every emotional texture, joy, pride, shame, resentment, is a frequency. When a spark of memory arises, it's a recall of a specific frequency encoded within us. Our response becomes an opportunity: do we define the moment, or surrender to its energetic imprint and forgive the positionality engaging it?
This is where the prayer enters. In those moments of story, when the past starts to pull you in, there’s a choice to dissolve all these frequencies by transcending them by saying:
"I surrender to you my Soul. I am nothing. I am nobody. Raise my frequency to your frequency. Raise my power to your power. Raise my ability to handle this power. Raise my points of awareness to your points of awareness. Raise my ability to handle these points of awareness."
And then going through the full forgiveness and transcending these positionalities.
The Range of Frequency Textures
There are countless stories stored within us, many from our lineage, and they carry emotional textures we've yet to fully experience. Even a seemingly simple emotion like pride contains layers. Cultural and familial influences define what is or isn’t acceptable to feel. But when we forgive the positionality itself, the lens through which we experience the emotion, new textures emerge that were inaccessible before.
That’s why we forgive not just the stories, but the positionalities experiencing them.
The Power of Forgiveness in Magic and Joy
It’s profound to forgive even the most beautiful moments. Magic, joy, and resonance are still filtered through positionality. If they’re defined, they’re confined. Forgiving the positionality experiencing a magical moment reveals that magic is simply awareness beyond a previously held belief.
Shared harmonics, what some might call alignment, aren’t about being on the same page intellectually, but vibrationally. And within shared frequency experiences, things become effortless. Creation flows.
Chasing Definitions and the Illusion of Self
I spent years chasing definitions of self: spiritual, Christian, Buddhist, spiritual, alchemist. Each one offered a temporary buoyancy, but all pointed back to zero. The definitions were scaffolding, not identity. And it’s profound to forgive the positionalities that feel immovable, the ones that are adamant, “this is who I am.”
Because what lies beyond that adamant stance, is grace. True buoyancy. An awareness with no boundaries.
Forgiving Three Positionalities In Each Story
There’s a rhythm to forgiveness that became clear over time:
Forgive the positionality experiencing the story.
Forgive the positionality reacting to the story.
Forgive the positionality that wrote the story in the first place.
These are distinct aspects of our internal narrative system, and when forgiven, they dissolve in ways that unlock vast perceptual bandwidth.
Memory itself changes. Sound becomes more vivid. The sky opens in a new color. It’s perceptual, not conceptual. It’s awareness, not understanding. The quality, number and extent of our points of awareness expand beyond all beliefs.
The Pixel of Memory and the View of Essence
Essence once gave me an analogy. Imagine a 30 foot wall covered in the highest density pixel image. That’s Essence’s view. My view, our view, is a single pixel. So when we remember, we’re engaging with 1% of a single pixel. And we build entire narratives, beliefs, and identities around that.
The invitation? Forgive the positionality that remembers. The one that experienced, the one that reacted, and the one that wrote the story.
Activating a New Nervous System
Repetition creates entrainment. With forgiveness, a new dimension of brain and nervous system activity becomes active. Textures of thought shift. Emotion becomes something to observe without needing to define. Stillness arises not from quieting the mind, but from surrendering the positionality generating the noise.
In that state, the central nervous system recalibrates. The entire chakra system opens, automatically, in proportion to the amount you can handle.
What Happens When We Forgive the Roles We Love?
I asked Essence: If I forgive the roles I cherish, the ones that feel fulfilling, what happens? Will I lose them? His reply:
“Surrender. Go to nothing, nobody. Raise your frequency, power, and points of awareness. Ask to be able to handle them. Forgive. And I’ll meet you on the other side.”
On the other side is creation. The act of forgiving is creation. You're not removing identity, you’re creating access to ranges of grace, and the freedom to express from your Soul, not from the stories.
The Trap of Thought and the Story Loop
So many of our thoughts arise from expanded storylines. They seem endless. For years I chased them with affirmations, meditations, tapping, journeys. All good tools. But they didn’t dissolve the story teller, the positionality was left in tact.
Only when Essence taught me to forgive did the repetitive stories finally begin to vanish. Not by replacing them, but by surrendering the one who experienced them. There’s nothing more freeing than that.
A Harmonized State of Living
When I live in resonance, everything is more alive. The forest becomes an orchestra. Relationships become deeper. Even stress, which still arises, becomes a texture rather than a trap.
When we forgive the positionalities holding on to the stories, we gain perceptual room. More pixels. More presence.
Beyond Judgment: Returning to the Heaven Within
Judgment hides in subtle places. Even being the “observer” can be a disguised positionality. But if we forgive even that, if we abandon all sensibility of who we are, we touch something beyond.
There is a heaven within. And the only way to enter is through the eye of the needle. No thought, no identity, no definition comes through with us.
From Manifestation to Creation
We are not here to manifest. We are here to create. Manifestation implies desire. Creation emerges from essence.
To forgive is to create. You are creating a frequency bridge from one perceptual realm to another. You’re shifting your entire being into grace.
And in grace, life begins to move, not from effort, but from the quiet authority of the soul.
That’s the life I wish for you: one of continuous creation, where even the act of surrender becomes a masterpiece in motion.
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