This forgiveness prayer is a return to your Essence, an effortless dissolving of the positionalities arising in the unfolding stories of your life, allowing you to instantly experience who you truly are, Unconditional Love and Grace, Essence.
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The Instantaneous Transcendence into Grace
There is a delicious difference between saying "I transcend this," to surrendering to your Soul, which instantaneously takes you out of the frequency ranges of the positionality you are experiencing and into the range of Grace. Then, when you forgive that positionality, all of it is deleted.
In the first approach, the positionality remains fully intact. In the second, it is true transcendence, and something unique begins to unfold.
The more often you do this, you start to realize that all the definitions holding that positionality intact are gone, its intentions, beliefs, blueprints, and programs.
A new texture emerges within which you perceive and experience life.
When the lens is gone, you can revisit precious, beautiful moments in your life from the perspective of Grace.
Forgiving these positionalities that hold precious memories is an incredible way to relive and transcend those experiences.
We hold onto precious memories, and they shape our needs, expectations, desires, and addictions.
Through the very act of defining these moments, they lose their flavor. There's a texture difference the moment we start defining anything.
The beautiful part about this is that it becomes a lived experience to surrender continuously, as often as you can remember. Because why not experience life from your Soul perspective and your Essence, your expanded perspective of every experience? You begin to find that fears you used to have vanish, and those that remain feel more like textures of reality, textures of a painting that you know you can take in a new direction. You'll see options emerge in every area of your life that you've never seen before. They get revealed to you by everybody around you and within yourself, from your Soul and Essence. These options are proportionate to your capacity to handle all of this new input. That’s why, in the prayer, I ask my Soul and Essence to raise my power, frequency, and points of awareness to theirs, and then grant me the ability to handle them.
Dissolving Judgment and Defining Reality
I discovered how judgmental I am. Everything is judged or defined, right? We just hold a different texture of emotion when we think of judgment, but it's happening all the time. Things are good or bad, light or dark, high vibe, or low vibe.
It's part of the texture of our life's stories, until you start forgiving the positionalities that are judging and comparing, that have pride, anger, fear, resentment, guilt, and shame of any kind, known and unknown, seen and unseen, acknowledged and unacknowledged in your awareness and beyond your awareness, past, present, and future, for all eternity, and then the entirety of your being.
That's the prayer.
You do that with each of life's scenarios, each positionality, and you get faster and faster at it. If you memorize the full script, it takes maybe a minute or two, and the audio takes up to six minutes because I'm going at a slow pace. But when you're thinking it, it goes real quick. It's particularly useful to think it while watching a movie, watching the news, or during meetings. It won’t interrupt the flow, but it will change your vibe because you step out of the defined into the defineless, into a place of allowing, even for a moment. It’s worth it.
It’s very natural to name and define every one of life's scenarios, and then we define it with greater depth, with emotion. There are very specific frequency ranges of life's experiences, very specific textures. It's very specific music. Life is music, and so you start to play a new harmony, a new melody, where those vibrational frequencies were previously stored. The positionality is now filled with Grace. Step by step, you start to fill up with grace again. All of those memories are now evaporated and expanded into that of Grace, into that of your Soul and Essence. Transcendence is a lived experience when you live it within surrender, it's natural, it's effortless, timeless, indefinable, unconditional love, and it is the vibrational frequency of Grace. It's a powerful, beautiful, elegant, simple way to live.
Continuous Expansion and Self-Love
Then, all sorts of other emotions start to come in, like loneliness. The interesting thing about living in solitude now for over a year is that I have experienced the textures of loneliness that I used to experience, in fact, for my whole life. I grew up in a transient school environment where I didn't know if my best friend would even come back for the next semester. Life itself taught me, as Soul and Essence have shown many times, to be comfortable in the uncomfortableness of loneliness while experiencing my best friend.
Oh, what a thing!
That's a very special type of texture of training.
Each of us has that.
When you start to forgive the positionalities, more and more gets revealed behind the ones currently occupying your awareness.
We can only hold one positionality in awareness at a moment, and those that dominate our current awareness contain our dominant stories.
Those are always great to start with.
Underneath them are the ones who wrote the story that the ones you are in now are living out, and they too had the storyteller, and so forth, until you get to the root positionality, the source code to an entire swath of your picture of reality, your lens, your coding.
When you get to that root positionality, a special texture of emotion emerges that I can't wait to hear from you, because it is an indefinable sensation of Grace, so luxurious and so beautiful when a source code gets transcended.
“This mixed with many others to form the personas and personalities of who you are now Lars.”
That's what they said. Your overall texture of who you are shifts by the day with each positionality forgiven, and the frequency of Grace takes its place. How elegant is that?
Step by step, your Soul and Essence become so beautifully audible to you, not audibly, but as an inner knowing. It's a conversation that begins to happen. More and more of that, and that is who you are as Essence. Soul manages life's dynamics and their stories, guiding forgiveness and teaching you what's beyond, giving you the capacity to handle what is revealed. There's no one who can know you better than your own Soul and Essence. You develop a very special self-love that is beyond all name and form, with the part of you that is eternal. With every surrender, every nothing-nobody, every defined version of you, those lenses are removed. You get a clear picture of your path in your life right now, seeing the interconnectedness of all the stories and experiencing them almost like music. Some parts of your life are fast-paced; other parts of your life are calm and serene. You mix all those music pieces together, and it forms this beautiful harmony you call life. If there is disharmony, it naturally gravitates towards harmony. If it persists, then it will live out its own story. People choose their own story, their frequency, their expression. When you forgive your positionality with it, this takes on a different flavor of life.
It is in the erasure of all our defined self that we actually discover who we really are. It's done elegantly, one step at a time, with your Soul and Essence through forgiveness. Step by step, you expand into who you are.
And this is my wish for you.
To choose to live in the field of Grace.
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