This forgiveness prayer is a return to your Essence, an effortless dissolving of the positionalities arising in the unfolding stories of your life, allowing you to instantly experience who you truly are—Unconditional Love and Grace, Essence.
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Essence has reminded me often that, “all externally referenced reality is a misdirect”.
I just came back from a week with my family. When it started, when I first arrived—it was a long trip. And it's in those times when we are worn down that more emotion arises. And it was just beautiful to see my parents again and my brother.
I could feel a texture just sitting there underneath my awareness of our interactions and conversations and sharing stories—a texture.
It was like an emotion within an emotion.
It was an awareness of memories and points of awareness and blueprints, programming, from various times in my life, as we talked about childhood and when we came to Canada and what that was like, all of those experiences in India—the first 15 years of my life.
And I was just amazed how my parents could remember so many details. It was awesome. And what was interesting was that I was feeling these other textures of the positionalities at that time. And what made that really special was that I didn't have any lenses on it. It was this sensation of actually being there.
There were also other times when emotions came up that were more challenging. And then I did my forgivenesses before falling asleep. The next morning upon rising, new conversations emerged—new kinds of like a new kind of buoyancy. And that is really, really, really cool to pay attention to: the frequency ranges of your experience and getting into those textures of that emotion.
What I found interesting was that I was more silent because I was paying attention to the textures and surrendered. Went to nothing, nobody. And then there was this expansiveness of awareness. I could feel where my parents were coming from, where my brother was coming from. And we connected in a deeper way this last week than we have in our entire life.
It was beautiful. And each day deepened. And new memories emerged and new things and new ideas—new ideas about the future.
And Essence reminded me often: Lars, “all of the externally referenced reality is a misdirect.”
Because when we're lost in the moment and we are feeling present in a way—if we're aware of it or not—how much of the not? For me, it's a lot.
And then through more awareness, it's like peering beyond that veil, that lens of the positionality experiencing that moment.
And as you raise your frequency and power and points of awareness to that of your soul and essence—in that nothing-nobody—no definitions, no avatars, just the precious presence.
Because when we're coming from a positionality, we are at the behest of that positionality's needs, expectations, desires, and addictions. We are at the behest of that positionality's judgments, comparisons, and pride. We are at the behest of that positionality's anger and fear and all the resentments, regrets, and remorse. All the guilts and shames. Known and unknown, seen and unseen, acknowledged and unacknowledged. In one's awareness and beyond one's awareness.
Isn't that something?
For me it is.
Decades of search. Looking for the answers outside myself. Hundreds—hundreds of audiobooks, all sorts of different spiritual paths. Each and every one of them was experienced from a positionality. And each of those positionalities was formed from the stories of the positionalities of the past, and therefore was a misdirect.
It was only the pixel perspective.
If you were to take a 30-by-9-foot wall and cover it with the highest density pixel image—that's your essence view, that's your soul's view. Yours is just a pixel. A pixel attempting to comprehend.
Essence says, “Lars, knowing is of the positionality. Comprehension is of essence. Knowing is connected to all definitions and all avatars. Comprehension is the relinquishment of all of them.”
And that's what made this week so special. What really made it special was that I had come back home after 10 months of living in solitude in my tiny home. Spending hours every evening doing my forgiveness practice, listening to the birds, and enjoying the deliciousness of transcendence.
So much has been washed. It's gone.
And that is my wish for you—to transcend the frequency ranges of all of your points of awareness into that of your essence.
Forgiveness With Soul Meditation
Over the last 9 months here in my tiny home, living in solitary, I was brought through all of the layers that I have described in this podcast and article, over and over and over… thousands of times now. Each layer revealed beyond the distortion of the filter of a positionality, what was revealed on the other side of all my definitions was spectacular. The true miracle occurs in surrender prior to beginning the forgiveness.
In this audio, I take you through the surrender to Soul, which may seem a dramatic shift away from surrendering to God, has been a spectacular experience. What I have experienced is that it is the last positionality that surrenders it’s definitions and identity to my Soul that allows for an ancient wisdom to be fully embodied and activated in this forgiveness process. Soul directly interfaces with this realm, and has been guiding every moment of your life. Soul can reveal direct information beyond your positionalities that can only be revealed beyond the miracle of Grace in action, which is forgiveness in the beyond nothing-nobody state of expansion into Soul and Essence. This is a vastly different frequency range than trying to forgive from the limited defined perspective of the positionality.
This audio is also available on Soundcloud here.
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