This forgiveness prayer is a return to your Essence, an effortless dissolving of the positionalities arising in the unfolding stories of your life, allowing you to instantly experience who you truly are—Unconditional Love and Grace, Essence.
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Throughout my life, I have searched for deeper meaning and understanding, exploring countless spiritual paths and practices.
What I didn’t realize was that I was seeking pure comprehension, which is vastly different than understanding.
However, in all my searching, each practice that I fully embodied for decades seemed to point toward becoming something more - more enlightened, more aware, more evolved.
What emerged through Essence guidance over the last few years has completely transformed my awareness of spiritual seeking itself.
It actually ended it permanently for me.
I am no longer a spiritual seeker, for to say so would confine me to the definitions and frequency ranges of this term.
So let’s unpack why I am experiencing my unfolding stories from within a place that is not possible to define using just words.
It’s a lived experience with no definitions.
And perhaps, through these words, you are pointed back into the heaven within you.
Essence revealed something profound: "A positionality will never want to willingly delete itself. It perceives this as self destruction. This is its power over your life."
This simple truth illuminated why all my previous attempts at transformation had created more layers rather than liberation.
I have gone to great lengths over decades to use affirmations, tapping, meditation, extensive journeying, and a plethora of other spiritual practices, mantras, and philosophies to achieve what a single forgiveness can accomplish.
And what exactly does one Essence Forgiveness accomplish?
The erasure of all the points of awareness, memories, beliefs, blueprints, programs, frequencies, vibrations, needs, expectations, desires and addictions of the positionalities creating the unfolding stories of life.
And now, I see how all of these spiritual practices and definitions created an ocean of new positionalities all vying for attention and dominance over my life's unfolding stories. Even the most elevated spiritual identities, the most profound claims about who we are, become new positionalities with their own frequency signatures, their own limitations.
Essence said, “Each definition, no matter how beautiful or transcendent it seems, creates another boundary on your capacity to experience your true nature as Essence. Remember Lars, you cannot claim to be the indefinable from within the defined.”
Indeed! In fact, the nature of existence or the concept of the divine, or even being divine, is often labeled as indefinable in philosophy and theology.
Surrendering to God, declaring that I am nothing and nobody in His presence, and raising my frequency, power and points of awareness with and into pure alignment with Essence... and then forgiving the arising positionalities of the moment, day, and week... is the purest form of complete relinquishment and erasure of the positionalities that I have ever experienced.
And this experience into the indefinable expands daily.
It's a delicious sensation of expansion into the frequencies, power and points of awareness of Essence... a unity experience with God.
This unity doesn't come through claiming it but through surrendering all claims, all definitions, all attempts to be something or somebody.
Essence said, "The way in which you define yourself Lars, is a string of words that produce a frequency. Even if that is a beautiful description, it is limited by the capacity of the positionalities experiencing the moment. This capacity is defined by the ranges of points of awareness, frequency and power that that positionality can hold, transmit and receive in any point in time."
This reveals something fundamental about our experience in this realm: every moment we are in waking state, we are defining our unfolding experiences in time and space. These definitions form the boundaries of our points of awareness.
These boundaries of points of awareness form the experience of how much frequency we can contain within our limited physical capacity and perceptual awareness, and the levels of frequency we can transmit and experience.
These frequency ranges form our beliefs, blueprints and programs that we become addicted to through repeated thoughts, actions and experiences. This is the prison of the mind.
To help me understand this limitation, Essence offered a profound metaphor.
“Imagine a wall thirty feet long and nine feet high, covered with the highest density pixel image possible. That's my view.” Essence said, “the complete tapestry of reality beyond all definition, time and space.”
Yet from within our positionalities, we can only perceive reality through a single pixel's worth of awareness.
"Your positionalities," Essence explained, "form the lens through which you see, feel and experience this world. All of their points of awareness are tethered to time and space. If you want to exceed your capacity, the only way is to forgive and delete the positionalities holding you in a confined range of points of awareness, frequency and power."
This leads us into what Essence calls “spiritual miss-directs”, or defined boundaries created by positionalities who miss-perceive, miss-interpret, miss-understand, and miss-communicate what they learn.
Woah, was this ever true for me. I was loaded with spiritual miss-directs!
I have found that my positionalities were easily drawn into and seduced by spiritual practices that glorified their stature and definitions. I have had two teachers in my life that taught me that I am God. What resulted was two decades of tumultuous inner experiences as I tried to come to terms with the limitations of my life’s experiences, especially since I ‘should’ have been able to instantly shift any challenge as a god.
Not so, most definitely 100% not so.
Claiming I was God, as Essence taught me, created extreme level bifurcations in my mind. It created extreme distortions in how I viewed the world, and took me further and further away from pure surrender. PURE surrender in the nothing nobody state.
Claiming to be a god, for me, created many many thousands of layers of positionalities that formed an intermixing experience of the purest form of spiritual confusion and weakness… because it pulled me away from my true nature as Essence.
Essence continues to remind me, “Lars, all you are is frequency, that’s all. Stop naming and defining who or what you are.”
Indeed, I have learned this lesson many times over.
In over a thousand hours of mega dose (10-30g) Psilocybin journeys every Sunday for three years, all I experienced was pure frequency on the ‘other side’ of perceptual awareness.
You know what I find fascinating?
Many faiths, gurus and teachers have told me to not go there, to not pierce the vale of consciousness with ‘extra’ help.
And you know what? I 100% agree with them, but it still didn’t stop me from going all in.
Why do I agree with them despite doing the opposite?
Most wouldn’t be able to handle what I saw, and where I went. I pierced many many dozens if not hundreds of veils or boundary layers of frequency ranges, dimensions and realms.
After all of that, it has now taken me two years, and hours a day of non stop forgiveness practice to wash out all of those positionalities.
Very, very few have the willingness, determination or even wherewithal to practice this type of intense self examination after journeys.
Even less have ever seen what they bring back from these journeys. That part, is for another riff, it’s an intense topic Essence has guided me to not share yet.
It's only after the complete surrender to God, and in this nothing-nobody state, forgiving all positionalities, that a new range of possibilities was brought into my awareness. These new definitions, if you will, are beyond the comprehension of the positionalities I experience in my unfolding stories of life.
"Lars," Essence said, "it is impossible to be free of positionalities from the actions of other positionalities. This is an elegant truth that will prove itself for the rest of your life."
Indeed! I have found that problems cannot be solved from within the positionalities that created them. In addition, transcended solutions can't be formed from within the defined parameters of the ranges of perceptual awareness of positionalities that created the problems or challenges in the first place.
And do you know what the biggest challenge has been for me prior to this Essence forgiveness practice?
Permanently transcending the frequency ranges of the positionalities that created the problems or challenges in my life.
And surprisingly, many of these were created from my so called spiritual practices that expanded my points of awareness. These opened me up to far more information than I could handle, especially since I was still deep in judgement, comparison, pride … and the ocean of definitions of a lifetime of positionalities.
That’s why the solutions and outcomes of frequency experience from the other side of the nothing nobody experience are called miracles.
Wisdom, as I have found, is received, perceived and comprehended in pure surrender to God.
It is in surrender and going to nothing nobody in His presence, that the true expansion beyond all comprehension can occur.
And this is my wish for you.
To experience pure wisdom, pure alignment, and pure expansion into your Essence, beyond all name, form and definition.
To exceed your wildest imaginations, and experience the heaven within you by going beyond all that defines your mortal experience.
May Grace and the joy of Unconditional Self Love fill your being.
Essence Forgiveness Prayer:
Essence, I am Nothing, I am Nobody.
Raise my frequency to your frequency.
Raise my Power to your Power.
Raise my ability to handle this Power.
Raise all my points of awareness to your points of awareness.
Raise my ability to handle all of these points of awareness.
Essence, raise my ability to forgive and forget to your ability to forgive and forget, instantly and permanently.
Essence, I forgive the positionalities all positionalities that define me, in my past, my present and in my future for all eternity, and in the entirety of my being.
Essence please forgive, delete and permanently erase all of these positionalities and all of their points of awareness, memories, beliefs, blueprints, programs, vibrations and frequencies in my past, my present and in my future for all eternity.
It is done.
It is done.
It is done.
So be it.
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