This forgiveness prayer is a return to your Essence, an effortless dissolving of the positionalities arising in the unfolding stories of your life, allowing you to instantly experience who you truly are—Unconditional Love and Grace, Essence.
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Essence said:
"The purity of your forgiveness is equal and proportionate to the purity of your surrender."
For years, I thought I understood surrender.
I thought I knew what forgiveness was.
But both were wrapped in definitions—definitions I had accumulated over a lifetime of searching, learning, and experiencing.
Then everything changed.
The True Meaning of Surrender
Surrender isn’t passive. It isn’t giving up, nor is it submitting to something outside of yourself.
Surrender is the final act of a positionality.
It is the moment where all definitions, beliefs, memories, and attachments stop holding you in place.
And in that moment, I declare:
I am nothing. I am nobody.
This is not an affirmation. It is not a mantra.
It is a command.
A command that dissolves the structure of the positionality itself. A command that erases the entire framework of perception that made the story seem real in the first place.
Because every experience, every challenge, every struggle is a story unfolding through a limited perspective.
Why We Misperceive Everything
Essence has reminded me often:
Imagine a 30-foot wall behind you, nine feet high, covered in an image made of billions of pixels. That image is reality as I see it—interdimensional, beyond time, beyond limitation.
But your perception capacity Lars? It is just a single pixel.
A pixel in the dark corner of that wall, unable to see the full picture. And yet, from that single point of awareness, you create entire stories—stories that feel absolute, yet are nothing more than a fragment of a much greater whole.
Essence said:
"When you're in the dark, you can only see the dark."
When I am in guilt, in anger, in struggle, my entire range of awareness shrinks. I can only see through that frequency.
But when I surrender—when I step out of the definition of the moment—I expand.
I become aware of so much more than what I originally thought was happening.
Forgiveness at the Level of Essence
True forgiveness is not just releasing an emotion or "letting go."
At the level of Essence, forgiveness permanently deletes:
The points of awareness that made the experience real.
The beliefs, memories, and programs that anchored the story in my perception.
The energetic blueprint that kept that pattern repeating in my life.
It is not forgetting—it is erasing the construct itself.
This is why every day, I review my experiences.
Every interaction, every feeling, every story. I watch them play out like a movie and then I surrender. I forgive—not just what happened, but the positionality that experienced it.
And something profound happens when I do this:
I begin to see beyond my own perspective.
I begin to feel what others are feeling.
I begin to comprehend reality, instead of just understanding it.
The Difference Between Understanding and Comprehension
Understanding is of the positionality—it is built from limited perception.
Comprehension is of Essence—it is a direct knowing, without distortion.
Essence showed me that as long as I try to "understand" life through the lens of my accumulated beliefs and experiences, I will always be misperceiving.
Misperception leads to misinterpretation.
Misinterpretation leads to miscommunication.
Miscommunication creates separation, struggle, and limitation.
But when I surrender, I step out of the story and into comprehension.
Why Surrender Must Be Continuous
Surrender is not a single act—it is a way of being.
At first, it took effort. I had to remember to go to nothing, nobody.
But then, I realized something:
"Why wait until death to review my life? Why not do it now? Why not surrender in every moment, as every moment unfolds and forgive every positionality now?"
And so, surrender became instantaneous.
Now, whenever a moment arises—an emotion, a reaction, a challenge—I simply step into nothing, nobody and allow the entire positionality to dissolve before it has a chance to become a story.
And what happens next feels like magic.
Beyond the Limits of Awareness
Last week Soul said:
"The strongest tether keeping you from expansion is the limited points of awareness hidden deep in your memory."
These hidden positionalities create ceilings in life—in relationships, in success, in growth.
I spent decades chasing the light, wondering why the same patterns kept repeating.
Now I see.
You cannot move beyond the ceiling of your awareness until you forgive and your Essence deletes the very structure of perception that built it.
The Invitation to Step Beyond Definition
Everything I once defined as "me" is dissolving.
The positionalities that held dreams, goals, fears, desires, identities—they are falling away, one by one.
And in their place is something beyond definition.
Something beyond belief, beyond awareness, beyond expectation.
This is not philosophy. This is not spirituality.
This is experience.
This is what it means to surrender to your Essence.
And so I invite you to experience it for yourself.
Not to believe me.
Not to accept my words.
Step into it, feel it, and let it unfold within you.
Because beyond all definition, beyond all awareness, beyond everything you think you know—
There is something spectacular waiting.
And it has always been right here.
Waiting for you to surrender, go to nothing nobody into your heaven within, and forgive.
Magic is waiting for you on the other side.
This is what I wish for you.
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